If u would like to know it has been 25 hours and 40 minutes since my last trip to slumber land... The picture of me collapsing on my red embroiled bed is extremely tantalizing. Im trying strenuously to stay awake before going for ward rounds... duh... if i sleep now... it will be a definitive "YES" that i will never wake up~!... haha well at least not for the next 24 hours.....
Believe me when i tell u that ONG(obs n gynae) posting is a scale of 10 when it comes to a demanding work load....
I honestly feel like a laborer with no pay....
This is my last posting...huh' well im a step away from unergoing another crazy year which involves grueling n excessive late nights of burning the electrical table lamp and black n bold eyebags just to complete ridiculous amount of studying~!
Sometimes i wish that i could go and fly a kite or something rather than being stucked bum down on a chair facing countless of medical books(haha which non of them ive finished reading) and the yellow wall which ive decorated with the postcards i got during the trip to mexico.....
being at home right now would be heaven.... :-( mummy, i really do miss u.....
Iryna sent a message to me when i was at the ward...
"Babe, i dont know how to tell u this but my aunt told me somthing bout ure sis, she said ure sis dah banyak kali tak hadir sekolah n the school wanna take action againts her, it sounds serious, just thought u should know..."
yeah babe... i know, my mum told me about it...
U see, my lil sister syahida, apart from having an enourmous ego(most leo are like that), she has this " I can things lighlt attitude"... n basically, she will be never admit she is wrong when she is clearly at fault.... huh' need i say more about maturity....
I sometimes blame myself for setting a bad example for her during my high school years... yes... i did not attend school that much but hey i turned okay didnt i....
well the only difference between my time and her is that....
"aku ponteng sekolah dengan cara yang bijak"....
she on the other hand.... satu minggu tak gi sekolah langsung~!
i mean... seriously, who wouldnt take action...
i mean im worried for her sake since her spm is just around the corner....
But dont get me wrong,
my sis even though she's hard headed as hell....( i call her triple H...haha) but i have to say... whenever she does not go to school, she stays at home and study on her own, even though it takes her 3 hours to get to the study table~!...
well, once my bloody line has been unbarred il give her a call.... she needs some kind of sisterhood bonding or something....
IM HOMESICK~!!!!!!!!
After a very looooooooooooooong pause
5 years ago
