Our Results are in...

Results were in.... alhamdullillah I pass... so i guess I'll see myself in fourth year. I dont sound right... I should be jumping for joy or make an announcement to the whole world that Ive finnaly completed my 2 years of struggle~! But I dont feel that way... I mean dont get me wrong I am happy, but admist of all the clouded smile I still have that melancoly accent when people ask..."so, dama..how did u do in ure exams?".....

Its actually a sharp pain jabbing through my chest.... Even though I passed PRO II but there are others who were left behind... others who did not make it to fourth year.... we dont leave a wounded soldier behind.... in this scenario.... its like im leaving them behind.... i know i shouldnt think that way... but the thought of not graduating together with ure frens, kinda sad dont u think..?

But I have vowed to myself that Whatever the outcome in the professional exams.... I WILL NOT LET tHE exams take away my spirit....and my friends.....

So to those who didnt make it for PRO II... I know what I say now may not bring you much comfort but I sincerely hope it helps... even a little....

"God works His miracles in so many ways... At the end of the day it is The Doctor YOu will become that brings out the best in you and the best for your patients.... A Good Doctor is not valued by the A's that is brought to the table but it's self and noble cause to treat those who are in need of our help"

So I guess for us to help, we must be equiped with all the knowledge that our brain can carry....failing does not mean your a failure, but it is those who choose to fight and never give up who will accomplish great things at the end of the day..."rome wasnt built in a day my dear"

ps/ HIV work is ALOT....seriously getting tired.... I have this "cupcake" food testing tommorow....hope everything works out for the best...at this point in my life, i coudnt give a F*** about what others are thinking... actually i find it very easy for people to condem... but it is those who do the work...who really understnd the struggle and the hardship of a noble cause....
like i said...."rome wasnt built in a day".... and I can assure u.... This campaign....with God's Will... insya-Allah will be a pivotal success.....so condem all u want... it just makes me stronger.....

lots of luv
-dama-