Raya holidays are over and im currently back in kelantan... the place where a part of my brain still has difficulty in accepting. Honestly raya this year was not bad... met up with many family members and hang out with my friends laughing and reminiscing the good old days of high school. I had a weird case scenario with my above average amount of "duit raya" this year.... haha, but as usual being an obssessed shoperholic ... i spent it all~! n now i feel super guilty~!
And like always I never dare tell my mum about it... owh to top the icing on the cake... Ron came to see me on the morning of raya, to tell me that he still have feelings for me... honestly, that boy(i will never call him a man until he learns to grow up~!) will forever hurt me... after his proud declaration of love and affection towards me... he managed to pull the same old stunt that caused the 7 year relationship to break apart... yes u guessed it... HE LIED... AGAIN~! and he does the most cliche thing... RUN AWAY.... damn what was i thinking trying to be his friend... I should have just dropped everything when it fell apart a year ago....
to tell u the truth... after all the torment and heartache... I dont feel anything anymore.... Im not even hurt... Im just more stunned and disappointed in him.... I guess some ppl just never change...
love... what do I understand from this apocalyptic word that man don on for over centuries... I stress on the word
apocalyptic... wanna know why...? it causes destruction when u give too much and when u dont give at all... the difference between both is the party that is involved
Too much love can turn into an obsession
too little can lead to selfishness...
and obviously none is good for the heart~!
and the mind and soul~!
so the moral of the story is... dont be an extremist when it comes to the heart... love somthing or someone in a moderate flow.... u avoid ureself from an early chance of getting coronary heart disease... reason... well, when ure heart is broken u tend to indulge in food that well soothes the soul and most can lead to tempermental damage to the blood vessels... especially to the vessels that lingers around the heart... if that blood vessel is damaged the blood to the heart gets cut off...soon, u will start having gross damages of the heart~!
so... love with moderation, lesson learn't from a 7 year relationship... dont love someone too much, u'll end up getting hurt... and dont be to self centered in a relationship, ull end up hurting someone... most probably ure other half...
ron if ure reading this... like ever... just to let u know... im dreaming of the day that i can strike u with a baseball bat....~! and slap u silly until u dont know what hit u~!.... u know what... at this moment im probably ure worst nightmare....~! Ive been too nice to u....too bloody nice~!
btw here are some raya pics i managed to download in this post
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